Kill (2)

- ... so ... you made it through the week ...

- .. i told you i would ... i promised ...

- ... so ... how did it go?

- ... nothing new ... the usual  ....

- ... what ? why are you looking at me like this ?

- ... like what?

- ... i don't know ... it is different ...

- ....yes ... you are the first person who was ever able to change my mind about something ... and i wonder why and how did that happen ?

- ... so you changed your mind?

- .....

- about killing yourself?

- ... oh ... no ... let me rephrase ... you are the first person who was able to make a deviation in a plan i made ... a plan i was sure about ... and still am ....

- ... you know ... you too have a lot of contradictions ... where does that fit in your measures of honesty ... and clarity ....

- ... are you accusing me ??

- ... no i am not ... i am just trying to understand ... i told you there is a lot that i want to know ...

-....what are you trying to do here... another deviation in my plan? another week ....

- ....i am not ... i am trying to understand ... and whether you deviate your plan or not .... this will be completely up to you ....

- ... fair enough ... so you will know my decision next week ... it is either i come or not ...