Friday, January 3, 2014

... I write I am alive....

...so I guess I have been dead since September...I don't believe it has been that long since the last time I wrote something... I only realize how things were so hectic and so too much in a moment like this... just one moment when I am with myself and I have enough energy to focus,  think and come to some important conclusions...

...It is  one of the rare moment when I have some clear vision and where I tell what I really want... at least now I know what I shall ask for in my prayers... I know also that sometimes...no matter how hard we ask...sometimes the answer is no... but it is ok... it is a risk that I am willing to take... and I am sure that god will take care of me no matter what happens...