I can go everywhere … I can go anywhere… and I don’t have to explain it….i visit all the people that I miss… I go and I leave messages everywhere…but no one gets them….but this new power seems to have some flows… it is not that easy to move around… not as easy as I expected…I don’t weight much…sometimes I feel that I don’t have a material existence…what else could explain all that happens… I try to pass through but no one moves away… I speak but my voice wouldn’t come out… sometimes I feel my lips moving… very very slowly….i had this dream more than once….this is what they called slurred speech…this must be how hemiplegic patients feel… I turn to body language to make my point… but again it is useless… no one sees me…it is like I am not even there… but I am here… I just can’t break through…should I scream….should I make a scene… should I get violent… I don’t know….i am tired of trying things that don’t work…. I had enough disappointment… I shall invest all my power to adapt… haven’t I always adored the phantom of the opera… then why should I complain as now… I have become a ghost….
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