Since I don’t remember when I have been talking about music and books and how they are my companion…. And how they give a meaning and a sense to the days …..
That’s not because I don’t care about people… or because I don’t believe in other human values like friendship and others…. I do believe in these … I simply got tired of getting disappointed ….of trying to find a way to communicate with people who don’t want to stay in touch with me… I had enough caring about people who don’t care … or worse… who pretend to care, only to realize later that all that was said and done was simply…. Non sense…. Or very far from what I believed ….
Going through this more than once… I thought I have a problem… may be I can’t be a good friend …. May be I don’t know how to treat people well…. But then there is no manual for that…. I am who I am … and believe it or not … I do care… yes… I care
Now that I remember the people who helped me when it really mattered… the people who got my back when I did an honest mistake …. The people who kept a secret that I trusted them with … the people who gave from their time to explain to me how thing should be done ... and those who were generous with their honest advice…and the people who constantly ask because they truly care… I remember all that and I am sure that I am right and I don’t have a communication defect.
As for other cases… I really don’t care.
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