kill (10) part two .. finale

- ..... i don't believe you ... you cannot be him ...

- I am Sarah ...

- .... no you are not ... you are simply trying to make sense of all this non-sense ... you are trying to give this whole story a meaning ... while it has no meaning ...

- slow down and breath ...please

- .... don't tell me to breath ... i .... know .....what ............ you are ....... trying to do .....

- OK ... just slow down ... the only way to make stop talking is that i keep talking ... so i will keep talking and you will listen ... i will tell the details of each and every day you came to the hospital ... the perfume you were every time ... the books you read ... the stories you told me about yourself ... well ... you didn't say much about yourself ... but i do remember everything ... i can tell you all the details i told you about myself ... i can ...

- no ...

- what?

- don't ... even if you tell everything ... may be you were his psychiatrist and somehow he told you everything ... and now you are using his story ... you are using the information you know ...

- how can you say this?

- this is what makes sense to me ...   if you were him ... if you cared as half as you say you do ... you would have found a way to find me ...

- i didn't know i would cause such a damage ...

- well you didn't ... i am the one with the problem ... the one who is not balanced ...

- please Sarah ...

- don't you see ... the more you try to convince me that you are him ... the more damage you cause ... you are going to make me believe in something which will turn up to be fake ... and this time i will not survive ... another disappointment .... if you are as talented as you think you are ... you would know that ...

- i understand your confusion ...

- no you don't ... you lose ... either way ... you lose ... if you are him ... there is nothing that can justify your absence all this time ... except admitting that you don't care ... which is something you are not doing ... if you are not him ... then you are a terrible psychiatrist that is not trust worthy ... ans who manipulates people's feelings ... and i know i can't be sure who you really are ... so i chose to believe that you are not him ... and i will just go ...

- Sarah .. wait ... you can't go ... you don't know the whole truth ... you cannot judge me ... isn't this what you used to say ...

- great ... now you are using my argument against me ...

- i am not ... i am trying to speak a language you can understand ... i am not a bas person Sarah ... i didn't dump you ... i care about you ... and deep down you know that ... that's why you kept wearing the locket ... you are just afraid to believe ...

- .....


- i too kept something you gave me ... your favorite prayer ... you wrote it down one day ... and you gave it to me ... you said that i will read it when they fix my eyes ... when i see again ... this is your hand writing ...

- .....

-  it is me ... Sarah ... and deep down you know it ...

- i don't want to believe it ...i can't believe it ...

- why?

- i told you  ... i won't survive another disappointment ... one day i will call and you won't pick up .. i would need you and you won't be there... and i just know ... i will not survive that ...

- you don't know that ....

- yes ... but i can't take the risk ... one more damage and it is irreversible ... no coming back ...

- i understand that ... so now what ?

- i need to go home... and rest ...

- would you come next week ?

- i don't  know ...

- i will be waiting for you Sarah ...