... the present ...there is no time but the present... it is a lot easier to live on a short term base.. i look deep down inside myself.. i know my nature...i know that most probably "alone" is the best option...i know that i won't survive a lot..if i was with someone...
it is just that being lonely...hurts...yet...the answer to not being lonely ...is not being with someone...some people are so capable of making you feel a thousand times lonlier than if you were on your own...
....i stopped hoping a long time ago...and i started to let go...may be then my mind will be open enough to see...and know....and accept the truth...
....life is just a transit...longer than usual...and in a larger place than usual... in this place we meet people that make life bearable...this simply gets them a closer place to our heart...get them to pass through all the defences and the shells and the walls...get them in a place where they can easily hurt us...if they want to...or even if they simply decide to stop doing the very little things that they do...
it is confusing...but no matter how many times we think about...it is how we feel about it that takes the upper hand...and we take the risk...and live the moment...it is hard to turn down a good moment specially if it is the only good moment that ever happened...just like a point if light...resisting a darkness that we thought was endless and ever lasting....
it is just that being lonely...hurts...yet...the answer to not being lonely ...is not being with someone...some people are so capable of making you feel a thousand times lonlier than if you were on your own...
....i stopped hoping a long time ago...and i started to let go...may be then my mind will be open enough to see...and know....and accept the truth...
....life is just a transit...longer than usual...and in a larger place than usual... in this place we meet people that make life bearable...this simply gets them a closer place to our heart...get them to pass through all the defences and the shells and the walls...get them in a place where they can easily hurt us...if they want to...or even if they simply decide to stop doing the very little things that they do...
it is confusing...but no matter how many times we think about...it is how we feel about it that takes the upper hand...and we take the risk...and live the moment...it is hard to turn down a good moment specially if it is the only good moment that ever happened...just like a point if light...resisting a darkness that we thought was endless and ever lasting....
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