world on ice ....

... When I pass through one of those times when one can feel down... depressed... helpless...and all the other similar stuff that you sure know... I let the music silence everything … I let the very beloved ear phones do their job … I listen … I imagine myself skating ... choreographing my favorite song or music and skating... and for a moment I am able to breath … it is a temporary relief… but it is working… the same way symptomatic treatment works… Yet I think why is my comfort conditioned with something that would never happen? I don’t know… may be it is just a coincidence… but I know that if I can’t have what I want for real…. I will have it for as much as I want, and as long as I want in my mind … and may be it will come true one day …. It is not impossible…. As far as I remember it did happen before… and one of the things that I dreamt about did come true …..