Black hole….

Sometimes I slip into the black hole of confusion. I try to hold on to an absolute value, so that I can keep my balance and my sanity, but I fail.
Yet, when I stop and think, and imagine that I went back in time, I realize that my choices would be the same. I might do things in a different way, but the corner stone believes in things or in people will always be the same.
Only you God, and my soul praises the lord, you are the only one who knows my heart, you are the only one who knows everything about me, and who understands me better that any.
You are the only one who knows the how? and the why?
And you are the only one whose opinion matters.
Thank you God, you are the most kind and generous.